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VENNESA LAU
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Sunday, April 29, 2007





Oh ya... I got new baby photos of my frens le... Haha...

Haha... Can online again... So happy... Cos need to send Gab something... Tmr chinese paper 1 & 2... I wish I can score very well for both papers... I bet with YongXiang... See who get the higher marks... The lower one need to treat the higher one with one cup of bubbles tea... Yum Yum... So I mus win him... Better if I can get the top in class... Haha... High hopes hor... People say the higher the hope the higher the disappointment it will be... Hope it is not true for me... ((: Anyway... I jus wanna wish every student who read my blog good luck lah... Love Ya... <3

Friday, April 27, 2007
Did "videos" again... Haha... I noe I very lame... ((:








Oh ya... Suddenly rmb something... Today's English paper de comprehension got say that laughter is a very good solution to blues... And human mus feel their feelings and not hide them... When you are sad or angry or wadever... Mus admit... Cos if everytime also bottle it up, u will be numb to feelings le... So mus smile more and laugh more... To ppl who reads my blog... Smile and laugh... ((: This applies to me too lah... Cos I tend to hide every feeling of mine... Haha... So I will try to laugh more...

MYE starts today... 27 April... English paper 1 & 2... The paper quite ok lah... Not too easy or difficult... Anyway... Got Maths Supplementary after paper 2... Den need stay back until 2... Like normal school days... Never get to go home early despite exam... Haiz... Went Mac to eat after Maths... With Leon, JunBoon, KaiQin, Darren, Kelvin, MeiLing and PeiYing... But we sit at different tables cos table not long enough... Haha... JunBoon, Leon, Kelvin and Darren kept laughing for don noe wad reason... I think they siao siao liao... Cos english paper finish le??? No bah... Maybe is jus because they very high bah... Haha... Not funny... Anyway nothing to wirte le... Weehaa.....

Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Did something stupid jus now... Cos I nothing to do mah... So created this diao "video"... Haha... All on my baby photos...



Sian... Mid Year coming le... So scary... And excited... I need to work very hard for this exam... I wan everything to be an A1!!! But that is not possilbe... Haiz... Anyway... I'm jus gonna working hard... Regardless of wad is going to be the final results... Mus have confidence in myself!!! Haha... Siao hor... I so so so siao thia few days... Don noe why... Anyway... I got good news... I don like "him" as much as last time le... Haha... So happy for myself... Finally I can let it go... Haha... I will be happy again!!! So excited for the day to come... I waited for so long... Haha...

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Cheryl and Me...

Cheryl... Our pretty 宝贝... (:

YongXiang and Me

Cheryl and Me again... Haha... Hiding in the toilet to take photos... LoL...

Haiz... Don noe wad got into me this few days... Got angry over a small crap... Wad the heck lah... When for the chinese talk with Cheryl and YongXiang at NUS... Listen until gonna sleep liao... Den Cheryl like sort of fall asleep??? Haha... The girl sitting in front of me fell asleep... Wad the... No manners de... Den her head was like keep nodding... So funny... After that when to JE library for project... When to Mac to buy lunch... Spend $6.60 on the double-fillet meal... So expensive... Den meet Natalie and MeiLing at library... When to the forth floor to paint the board and eat our lunch... So scared that the security guard scold den eat until very 辛苦... Haiz... But in the end still kana scolded... After we eat finish... LoL... Den MeiLing showed me some photos... His smile so nice... I also wan... LoL... Siao... Den ask him why he let me see den he say MeiLing sure will show me de... Haha... 他还蛮了解她的 hor... Haha... Jk...

To you noe who... I'm not angry with u liao... So don ask me le k??? I'm very sorry about yesterday... I also don why I angry with u... Maybe is because of wad u tell MeiLing bah... So don ask le... I'm not angry le... (:

Thursday, April 19, 2007
Haiz... SYF today... I think we sang quite ok lah... But we only got a bronze... BRONZE leh!!! The only performing arts group in FuHua that never get Silver or Gold... C.O. got Silver... Band got Silver... Malay Dance got Silver... Chinese Dance got Gold... English Drama don noe yet... So sad leh me... Wad the heck... We work so hard in the end only get a bronze... Haiz... Actually we should be happy with wad we get cos we only started our "real" practice in March... So in one month's time we are able to get a Bronze is actually consider lucky le... Cos the judges this lear are really strict... Haiz... Well we shall work even harder next SYF... So good luck for 2009 de SYF bah... Wow... So long later the thing I now 就 wish liao... Siao hor... Ok lah... Bye... Going to sleep le... Haha...

Sunday, April 15, 2007
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Why mus “him” do this??? Does “him” get to stand any benefits??? NO!!! Tell all his frens about me for wad??? Wad the heck!!!??? “him” still point at me when he saw me lor… Den his fren still ask, “Who is Vennesa? Who?”…Den I heard lah…So I stared at his fren…And noe wad is “him” reaction??? He jus smile and walk away like none of his stupid business… Go and die lah he…Like that also can…At that point of time I really hate “him” to the core man… But now I still like “him”…Haha…

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Bala not in class today… Dan that Mr Lim came to our class to relief her… That Mr Lim really look like 老夫子 lor… Wear the specs like 老夫子… Den every time I saw Mr Lim in school I will laugh…For don noe wad…Haha…He told us lots and lots of CRAP!!! Wad aliens were the ones who built the pyramid in Egypt 3000 years ago... And wad our parents were once “golden eggs”… Wad the heck is that “golden eggs” lah??? He talks so much crap never mind lah… But the thing is he don let us continue doing the work Bala gave after half an hour jus to listen to him talk CRAP…Wad the heck is this man??? LoL…

Anyway… I did something that I never dare to do last time during recess… I become very very very 大胆 now leh… Things that I don dare to do last time now I all also dare… I shouted at “him” to tell “him” to stop spreading his stupid nonsense… Noe wad… His response was “Huh? Spread wad?”… Walao… I really very 气 leh… Well… Maybe is really not “him” who spread it lah… But who else noe that I like “him” except “him” himself??? Hiaz… Now, I am so so so confused… There are so many different feelings in my mind now… Frustration, angry, sad and confused… The pressure I’m having from school is already more den wad I can handle… And now still pop up wad “Who is Vennesa?” de stupid thing… I felt so angry and sad lah… Cos now I was like “famous” overnight… Every of “him” frens wan to noe who is the heck is Vennesa and keeping “him”… And den keep standing outside my class pointing at me and telling who the hell is Vennesa… I felt like “peeling” off their mouths like I peel orange like that to shut their damn mouths up lor… And like “him” is a sin ar??? Mus announce to the whole world to no ear??? Very diao leh… -___________- Now… Everytime “him” and his fren walk past my class during their “toilet breaks” I will confirm 100% guarantee chop chop look out and 翻白眼… Haha… Don noe wad the heck got into me lah… Den everytime I walk past “him” class His frens will also confirm 100% guarantee chop chop look at me de… Make me so pai seh… Den I also don dare to look at “him” whenever I walk past “him” class le… Ltr me and his frens have eye contact I will confirm 怕到尿裤子 de…Haha…

I wanna forget “him”…But everytime I see “him”, I feel so happy and energetic… I wan to see “him” everyday… But by feeling so, I would never be able to forget “him” and would sink further down… Would I be able to float back again or sink even further down actually jus depends on myself… If I’m firmed on forgetting “him”, I will be able to do so… BUT if I’m stuck in the middle, there’s nothing to do but let the days pass by each and every day… Float or sink has only a thin line between them… And I’m stuck in the thin line… Don noe wad should I do… Why am I so stubborn??? Why cant I jus listen to people??? Even though they tried to persuade me into forgetting “him”, but I jus could not listen… One ear in and the other ear out… Why am I so stubborn??? I hate the now me… 难道我没别的事可以做了吗? Keep thinking of “him”… Haiz… Why cant I jus let go and let every thing return back to the past??? It should be better like that bah??? I should be concentrating on my studies now and not BGR… Studies is far more important den BGR bah… Haiz…

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Sian… Got choir today… But quite funny lah… I laugh quite a lot today…Haha… That Jian Hao keep doing funny things… I think after he leave for his O-Level preparations choir will become very dull… So I’m treasuring every minute they are in the choir… I may not be able to find back the laughter they bring to choir le… Haha… Nothing much happen today… “him”’s frens also never stand outside my class room after I told “him” to stop his nonsense le… Someone still ask me whether I planning to forget “him” not… Den I say don noe… Cos I really don noe… That person still say “him” looks cool… Well… Different people have different view on people… Haha…

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Haiz… Raining day today… Started at 1.00 pm… Band got the results le… They silver… Quite sad lah… Cos most people expected Gold for them… They say that this year’s judges are very strict… The gold band drop to silver… So they are lucky for maintaining silver for FuHua… Anyway… They did a very great job… They cried when the results are released… Natalie say de… Haha… I saw YongXiang’s eye red red de when he came back to school… I pity all of them… Haiz… Anyway… Great job done FuHua Military Band!!! ((:

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Went to VCH today... Very creepy place... Cos when you sing there will be echo... Anyway... Sops did not sing very well... Haha... Jus because we went to VCH I have to miss Maths... Wad the heck!!! I don wanna miss Maths de lor... Mis English very good cos I don have to do the show and tell... Haha... BUt I think have to 补偿 back on Monday... So scary cos I'm the first to present... Scared...

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Jurong Sec came to FuHua for choir exchange... Theie voice is so nice... And the choice piece they singing for SYF is so cute and nice to listen... I think they can get a good result for SYF... I wish FuHua Choir can alos get a good result... Silver??? Ya... Anyway... Jus wish that FuHua Choir can get good results...

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Going for badminton ltr... With my cousins and aunts and uncles... And my family lah... LoL... So excited... Haha... Although this is the third time we meet for this month I'm still so excited... Cos we meet every week for badminton mah... So meet three times this month... Haha... And "him" change stead le... Haiz... Wish "him" that this relationship can last...

Thursday, April 12, 2007
Blogging again in school...Haha...Cos now science period den Mr Lee brought us to the com lab...Only got 23 pupils in our class now...Cos today band SYF mah...So the rest who are not in class are in band...We got the most pupils in band de...Haha...Cos one of the teacher in charge of band was our form teacher last year den he persuaded many to join...Haha...Like that also can...Joking nia...Not funny I noe...Haha...I very lame nowadays...Don noe why...Haiz...Stop now...Cos I need to complete my work at 12 noon!!!Argh!!!!!

Wahaha...Blogging in school...Now is project work...So can 偷偷 blog...Wahaha...So 大胆 hor...Band having SYF today...Wish they can get a Gold with Honours back for FuHua Sec...Wish they all the best...They will sms me when they get the results...Haha...So I am waiting patiently for the results now...Haha...I will be very happy for them...Haha...Ok lah...Got to go and be a 乖宝宝 le...Haha...Ltr kana caught by teacher...Haha...

Sunday, April 08, 2007
HuiYan(Best frens in Primary School!!)


Cheryl
Claudia
JunBoon
Leon
Leon

Leon
MeiLing
Baby photos of my friends...All of them are so cute...Wahaha...Still have Natalie de...But I no time to scan in so...I will add in with this post next time...Sorry Natalie...

Baby photos of me...Wahaha...




Last time I look so young and innocent...Now...I have none of these...Why???I don wish to grow up if I'm given a choice...Growing up really sucks...Have to manage everything myself...No friends to help me...Worst of all...Pressure that is given to me by some crazy people who thinks I don not have any pressure...The pressure that they give is enough to make me suffocate...I don wan to be alone...It really sucks being alone...But I don trust friends around me...They may not be true...They may be wearing a mask to cover up the evil part of them...How to regain the trust that I once gave them???How can help me???Argh...Maybe I'm better off without friends...



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