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Tuesday, February 19, 2008
the new seating arrangment is out today. not very happy with it cause i'm sitting with ______. i shall not name the person out lah. but people who are in my class should know. ((: so i ask mr chia if i can change place. and he say he put me there is want me to help the person. but my results are like shit liao still want help people? only will help until the person's results drop. haha. and i finally managed to persuade mr chia to change place. so now i'm sitting with poh yin instead. haha. i think she quite pro lah. since she is from 2I1. (: so i believe that my results will improve. and siying is sitting in front of me. luckily i got someone to talk to. if not i will become like mute in class le. haha. cause it takes time to make new friends mah. maybe i will take a long long time before i start talking to the people around me. haha. but i will sure talk to the one beside me de. cause i will be so bored during class. haha. so i hope she will talk to me too. :p but i don't think it is likely bah since everyone in our class is so _________. haha. ok lah. i shall not post a long post today cause i've been doing that for many posts. haha. (: bye.Monday, February 18, 2008
many people asked me if mr chia reads our blogs today. i was like shocked cause why they ask me instead of of our darling monitor? haha. ok lah. maybe is because of what i wrote in my blog. ok people. relax. i do not know if mr chia reads my blog or even your blogs but, the things i wrote about him telling me what i must talk to someone or whatever is what he told me during the dialogue session on tuesday de. so must relax. don't get so tensed up because of what i wrote. and even if he reads our blogs, he wont do anything to you. all he will do is ask you only. and he will try to help you. ok? haha. i sound so fierce. :p but i'm not hor. ^^ anyway, i realised that i got lots of friends who cared about me. maybe it is just because of what i wrote in my blog den people treat me this way bah. but i hope they are true. cause friends could be deceiving at times. like what mr chia said again. haha. but everything mr chia told me i remembered very clearly cause i think he said everything very correctly. he say that i bottle alot of things up. one day the bottle will explode. and i must talk to someone that i trust and that someone must be one that keeps my secrets well. and still got what if you can predict our future and you predicted that you score A1 for all subjects, then you will slack le cuase you know even if you slack you can still get your A1s. i was like 'huh'. it is so funny lah. and when mr chia talked half way, i started crying. haha. i also don't know why. mr chia say is because i bottle everything up so when someone talks about it, i don't feel good. i think it's true lah. i don't feel good indeed when he say everything correctly. :paiya. forget it lah. i know what i can do to relieve my stress le. haha. the way is to transfer class. the feeling of wanting to transfer class is getting stronger day by day. haha. i also don't know why. i seriously think i don't suit this class lor. everyone is like so clever and i'm like so stupid. so what for stay on the class that doesn't suit me? lol. so i think i should give the letter soon if not cannot transfer le. but even if i give the letter, i still need to go through mdm oen. she sure ask lots of questions de. like what why you want to transfer? why you choose triple science in the first place. aiya. all sorts of questions de lah. and i will like very fan and don't want transfer again. haha. and i'm so fickle-minded. haha. but i really don't suit the class leh. i feel so funny in the class and someone in the class always frown at me. i never even talk to her before lah and she keep frowning at me and diao-ing me lah. and i'm so angry everytime i see her doing it. what the heck lah? i never even talk to her before lah, how to offend her? lol. aiya. never mind lah. the new seating arrangement don't put her near my seat or even beside me can le. haha. if not i will go crazy if i keep seeing her face everyday. provided i didn't transfer class lah. haha. and i did this test. it is like the most stupid test i've ever taken lah.
Friday, February 15, 2008
so sian in school today. really don't know what happen to me recently. my mood gets affected easily by some irritating people in my class. i must stop this if not very soon i will hate this class terribly. still deciding whether to change class or not. actually even if i change class, i will not lack behind anyway. cause i going to drop physics if i really changing class. haha . cuase i want to take biology. and if i take biology, i must chemistry too. so i can only drop physics as fuhua doesn't have physics biology de combination. so sad. ): anyway, i starting to hate him le. i think is because people keep saying about me liking him. and it is so irritating. anyway, like that also good lah. if this continues, maybe one fine day, i will just forget my feelings towards him. better like that bah. then maybe we can be friends. but right now at this very moment, we cannot be friends. i also don't know why. and i realised that we never talk to each other before in school. only sometimes when he will sms me to ask me about school work. nothing more. i also don't know why i will like him. i don't understand him, i don't know him. well, love is blind. and i realised that i like him because i think he is cute. lol. what a stupid reason. and people say that he is very selfish. he only do things for his own good. well, maybe that's his character bah. but i hope he will change in this new year. maybe because i don't want my impression of him to be spoilt bah. (: cause my impression of him is like good? haha. but just to let him know. i never wanted anything in return. i only hope that we can just be friends. i never expect more than friends. so don't avoid me again. we will be in the same class for two years. maybe not bah. anyway, mr chia say i must find someone to talk to. he say i cannot just write inside my blog to vent out. i must talk to a real life person who will listen and keep my secrets. but i really don't have this tpye of firends. friends always betray you when you think they won't. so i decided not to trust friends that easily anymore. they always make me cry. just like you. i thought we can be real friends who cna confide in each other. but i realised that i'm wrong. we keep things to ourselves and only tell each other things that are so minor. i never knew how you think and felt. just like you never knew how i think and felt. but i really hope we can be friends who can confide in each other. i don't confide things to my parents as i don't want them to worry. they have already enough things to worry and i don't want to add to their troubles. i wish to lighten their burden too. but i realise dthat what i can do is limited. i'm not finanically independent so cannot help them where money is considered. i'm not able to control my emotion that well so cannot help them. the only thing i can do is study hard and get good results so as not to disappoint them.this is the only thing i can do. i felt that i'm so useless. and so even if i'm in the best class of the school is like so no use. i cannot do anything to help lighten my parents' burden. i'm like so useless. and i must really work hard to be able to perform well in the competitive class. and i cannot let my parents down. although trhey didn't really say alot when i didn't do well, i can feel that they are very disappointed with me. they pin high hopes on me and the thing i do in return is to let them down. not only they are disappointed in me. i'm also very disappointed in myself. 如果我连自己这一关都过不了，怎么可能会过得了父母那关呢？ i'm placed in the center of the class. what the heck??!! never mind lah. transfer class lor. not like i don't dare. my letter already tpye out le. just waiting for me to print out and my mummy to sign it. if i really sign it, then bye bye 3S5. nothing in the class will make me want to stay. maybe some of the classmates bah. but i think i will be happier in other class bah. or maybe worse. but i will never regret. cause in other class, the tension will not be so strong. and i can be not so stressful and happier. only then can i study better. but anyway, thanks _______ for wanting to help me improve in my studies but sorry to disappoint you. ((: Wednesday, February 13, 2008
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!! DIDN'T WRITE FOR YOU YESTERDAY CAUSE WE NOT AT HOME MAH. CORRECT? HAHA. OK LAH. WISH THAT YOU LIKE THE PRESENT AND MUST STAY HAPPY ALWAYS OK. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY DEAREST MUMMY! I LOVE YOU! MUACKS! ((: sian. zzz. fire drill today. so diao lah cause my class knew about it. one of the teachers told us. haha. and when the drill went off at 12.20. we were like still taking our own sweet time to go down lah. if there is a real fire, i think we will all be roasted pigs and chickens bah. haha. and the weather is like so hot ok? and they make us sit under the sun for like 30 minutes? so siao. luckily i drank alot of water when i'm in school if not i will sure dehydrate de lor. maybe heat stroke after that. and they still have the face to tell us that they prepared water for us. such a small cup lah. not even enough to keep me cool lor. lol. ^.^ ok lah. shouldn't complain so much. i must try to like my school like what mr chia siad. and when he talk to me yesterday, i started crying. i'm so crazy and i'm like a water tap lah. on it and the water will start flowing. haha. ok lah. enough of my crap. i need to do project liao. bb. ^^ Monday, February 11, 2008
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO MR TAY SONGWEI! HAHA. HE IS 15 YEARS OLD NOW. SO OLD. OLDER THAN ME. BY 5 MONTHS AND 19 DAYS. HAHA. AND I'M STILL SO YOUNG. :p ANYWAY. JUST WANT TO WISH HIM A HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAH. AND HE WILL GET BEATEN BY ME TOMORROW. HAHA. HIS BIRTHDAY BASH. blogging in school now. haha. i am so naughty. haha. but new year holidays are over. so sian to come back to school. haiz. and i'm feeling sick. my head is spinning. and i want to go home. i want to skip choir to go home and rest. i also don't know why i'm sick. i didn't really eat alot leh. i think i siao liao. haha. and i realised that i got a very handsome cousin in my paternal relatives. he is handsome de lor. haha. and he works in china so didn't really see him until new year. so don't know that i have this handsome relative. haha. i'm so crazy. haha. anyway. i enjoyed my new year very much cause i get to meet all mu cousins and relatives. haha. and i enjoy doing that. ((: and my cousin told me that they got prepare an extra angbao for me. cause they say i may bring my boyfriend there. what the heck lah? i don't even have a boyfriend lor. and they keep saying that i like songwei. wtf? lol. just because he appeared in my blog and that means that i like him ar? lol. so crappy. haha. Thursday, February 07, 2008
yo people! HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!! haha. so excited now. cause in the morning of today, i'm going out to collect ang baos. haha. hope can collect lots of money. one cannot do without money. haha. i'm just so practical. :p haha. cause i'm a singaporean and i'm proud to be one. haha. just joking lah. even if never collect lots of money, know that people who give got sincere can le. money not very important. haha. i'm contradicting myself. cause i'm so tired now. *yawns* going to sleep soon le. haha. ok lah. enough of my crap. today(060208) went to eat lunch with eunice and maine. veron cannot come cause she still need to pack her room. aiyo. one day and it's new year le she still haven pack her room. so cute. and eunice is so late. wait until i'm going to faint of hunger le. haha. then went to maine's house while waiting for eunice. her dog gave me a scare. he barked so damn loudly ok. and i got a shock. then i don't dare go in her house. so she went in toput her bag and took her dog for grooming. then went to jrong point and wait for eunice. followed maine and her friends go choose present for songwei. his birthday is coming. haha. after like waited for a long time, eunice finally appear! i'm so happy. so long never see her le. then went to mac to eat. talk about lots of things. and maine's dog groom finish le. so went to collect him. went to maine's house again. use her laptop to see lots of things. friendster, my blog, and alot more lah. in one sentence. i enjoyed my chinese new year eve 2008! cause i have the accompany of maine and eunice. although veron is not here, but i believe that she wanted to come. hope can see her soon. maybe on her birthday bah. if not when the handsome japanese buddy is here. then maybe we going to sentosa together. haha. then can see her le. and i miss my buddy and her friends so much! hope can see them real soon. ((: Monday, February 04, 2008
school was so sian today. nothing to do de. got a sec one buddy for choir. actually need to teach her how to sing de jap song de. but i don't dare to sing in front of her. so meiling did all the teaching. haha. thanks meiling! without you, there is nothing i can do. haha. thanks. i love you man. ((: had maths quiz today. first question don't know how to do le. haiz. i'm so stupid recently. need to boost my memory and mind. make me clever. haha. whatever. and my ear hole is so painful. everytime i take the stud out, my ear hole hurt like siao. and when i spray the anti-biotic liquid, my ear hole also very painful. don't know why. haiz. want to let the ear hole close lor. but very waste money if i do so. haha. so decided not to. haha. lame. -___-''' anyway, i realised that i need to stop before our friendship turn sours. i also don't know what got into me recently and i'm so sad that it is happening. i don't wish that our friendship will be affected. if right from the start i had not like him, maybe things will turn out differently. if i had not like him from the start, we may not turn out to be friends. if i like you instead, things may also turn out differently bah. like you had said life is just so complicated. how i wish i can just stop the time. the time shall stop forever and i will be very happy. all these things are just getting so out of hands. and i'm not going to cope well. how? can you tell me what to do? i want to hear your advise. and i realised that i treasure you more than him. i'm so scared that one day i will fall for you. things will turn out to be very bad for both of us. if that day really happen, maybe we cannot be friends anymore. cause you may have the same reaction as him. and i will be very angry with myself for having that feeling for you. but even if that day really comes, i hope you will not have the same reaction as him. i wish you could still treat me as your friend. please don't have the same reaction as him. i will be very sad. can? Sunday, February 03, 2008
don't avoid me le lah. i know that you have a stead already and i'm not doing anything ok. i just wish to be our friend. that's all. can't you just let me be your friend? it is very difficult? tell me if it is. and i will stop. i will delete everything related to you and will stop myself from thinking about you. i will stop de. please trust me. and even you don't want to be my friend. you do not need to avoid me. avoid for what lah? we will be in the same class for two years. ok maybe for this few months only. once i get the pricipal's approval of transferring class, i will transfer at once and you do not need to see me again. that's what you hope bah?haha. songwei tagged my board! haha. he scared that me and natalie bold his name in our blogs. haha. he is so funny. he is a very good friend lah. worth making friends with him. and i realised alot of things recently. i keep looking at him. not because i like him of wad. is because i really starting to hate him le. i hate looking at him but everytime i hear his voice i will turn my head and look at him. and i will diao him. haha. enjoy diao-ing him cause he never sees it. and i find that i feel happier when i diao him. and i pierce another two ear holes on my left ear. haha. so happy but i'm so scared mummy knows. she will confirm blow her top de. haha. but i pierce le what can she do? practically nothing. haha. but i feel so bad. and my third ear hole hurts at time. don't know why. not infection bah. i hope. if not very troublesome de. haha. and since songwei doesn't want me to bold his name, i shall bold it. i'm so bad. haha. but hope he doesn't get angry. :p ENJOY SEEING YOUR NAME APPEARING IN MY BLOG OFTEN! BUT HOPE YOU DON'T GET ANGRY. :p TAY SONG WEI! TAY SONG WEI! TAY SONG WEI! TAY SONG WEI! TAY SONG WEI! TAY SONG WEI! TAY SONG WEI! TAY SONG WEI! TAY SONG WEI! TAY SONG WEI! TAY SONG WEI! TAY SONG WEI! TAY SONG WEI! TAY SONG WEI! TAY SONG WEI! TAY SONG WEI! TAY SONG WEI! TAY SONG WEI! TAY SONG WEI! TAY SONG WEI! HAHA! :D |
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