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Friday, May 30, 2008
我的心情随着你的心情而飘浮不定。可是你知道吗？当你伤心时，我比任何人都伤心。当你开心时，我只能在心里祝你永远都能那么开心。只要能看到你笑，我已经很满足了。可是，我却变得越来越贪心...i get to see him today again. so happy. but i felt so terrible too. i told myself to control my feelings but i just can't seem to do it. why??? i realised that i changed alot recently. i also don't know what caused me to change. i've changed into a person that i hated to be. plus my feeling towards him is so strong now. i also don't know what i can do about it. i felt like giving up but i just cannot do it. and i also don't know how he feels towards this matter. if he is irritated with this matter, i wish i can know it. but i don't think i will be able to know it bah. everything is just getting on my nerves. and i wish i can just forget all these troubles for one day. just one day and i'm very happy about it. but why can't i? i write all these is not because i want you to know how i'm feeling now. i also don't plan to let you know. cause you know it, you will start avoiding me again. and i do not want this to happen. but i really don't know where i can pour my troubles to, so i wrote in my blog. but if you are irritated with it, then i really don't know what i can do. except to say sorry. the number 300th post!!! wahaha. i've posted 300 posts le. so happy. i've come a long long way. must thank people who read my blog. without all of you, my blog may have closed down already. ((: so thanks peepo. ((: Thursday, May 29, 2008
why can't i just stop being such an idiot? although i know that continue liking him will not have 后果, but i just couldn't help it. i felt so foolish. like a stupid fool. and i actually can cry because of him. i rarely cry now and because of him, i started crying again. i told myself it is not worth it, but i just couldn't control. tears just came flowing down whenever i think of him. i keep occupying myself with work to stop thinking about him. but sometimes, he will just pop into my mind. i think i going crazy le. fancy being so crazy over one guy that is not worth it. i think only crazy people will bah. haha. ((: who can teach me on how to stop??? this is making me feel terrible. extremely terrible... 因为你，我不知道流了多少眼泪。我每天都以泪洗面，可是你会在乎吗？应该不会吧？想也知道。为了你，我不惜伤害我自己。可是换来的，却是你的冷言冷语。你知道我有多么伤心吗？你已经一点一滴地占去我整颗心了，可是我知道我必须放手，不然我将会受到更多的伤害。不然你告诉我我应该怎么做好了，这样我才能真正明白你到底在想什么。或许我也会比较容易放手吧？p/s. thanks junboon for talking to me. i felt better after that. ((: thanks. ((: must talk to me more hor. den i can pour all my troubles to you. ((: haha. why is life so complicated??? i'm so sick and tired of living in this world. everything just seems to be going the opposite. nothing seems right to me. maybe is because i'm not fated to succeed bah. whatever. i don't care le. carry on with this irritating life of mine and i will not make any changes it. let everything happen as it should be. i'm just so tired to try to change it le. it's you who gave me the courage to continue. seeing you will always brighten up my life without fail even if i just see you for that one second. but why do i always have the feeling that you are irritated with me? what did i do wrong? if it is because of what i wrote then i'm sorry. i didn't expect anyone to tell you or what. although i know you do not wish that i will continue, but you think this type of thing can be controlled? i also don't want it to happen. it's so tiring ok? but i cannot help it. if you are really very irritated with it, all i can say is sorry. ignore me for all you want, but please do not do what you did last time again. i felt very sad when you did that to me just because i like you. i also don't wish that i would actually fall for you. please some things just happen without me able to control it. happiness seems so far away. Wednesday, May 28, 2008
videos taking during the malacca trip. some were quite funny. have a good time laughing. ((:photos for the malacca camp! if any of you want the photos, rmb the number of photo then send me and i will send the photos to you as soon as possible. ((: i didn't realised that many people actually believe the rumour that i like k3? ok. fine. it's true but so what lor? who makes the law that girls cannot like guys?? i think it's normal bah?? aiya, forget it. i don't wish to talk about it. as long as he doesn't do all those funny things again can le. i don't mind people say de lor. it's their mouths and i can't stop them from make any comments. life still carry on even if people talk about you. so what can i do? nothing in fact. ((: the things that you told me today are just so unbelievable!! i don't think he ever said that lor. i'm sure he won't say this type of things de lor. he's just so... i also don't know how to describe him. LoL. but i'm 100%, guarantee, chop chop that he won't ever say that type of things even he is to be forced. so i shall forget what you told me today so that i don't have any thoughts that i shouldn't have. ((: haha. Tuesday, May 27, 2008
sian. just woke up and saw my brother using the com so went to ask him to let me use for awhile. holidays had started and it is so sian. couldn't see my friends from school. can only face my brother everyday and the four walls of my house. haha. life during holidays are just so sian ok? and i miss him. LoL. it is like i just saw him yesterday and i miss him today liao. i think i'm crazy lah. crappy. wahaha. going out with meiling later. to do something that i know i shouldn't. but who cares??? i don't lor. ((: life just continues even if i did something i shouldn't. :pi miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. i love him. i miss him. Monday, May 26, 2008
it is so obvious that almost everyone who knows me know who i like??? no bah? since i don't really show it now, i don't think anyone would know unless the person is in my class bah.really hope to know who is that sm1 who tag in my tagboard saying that he doesn't have a stead. the person please own up can??? ((:and the photos taken at the camp will be post up soon. carry on waiting. ((: back from the sec 3 camp le. enjoyed it very much except for some small parts of it. my class made Mr Chia quite angry for the past two days and i'm so sad. we are supposed to enjoy this trip but we made Mr Chia angry instead. haiz. but i miss the hotel room. the rroms are not as bad as what we thought. i think the erpson who made the comment on how lousy the hotel is should really make a trip there again. ((: although the toilet may flood a little when we bath, 6 lights being blown out at the same time, the fan not working properly, lizards in the room, the overall for the hotel is ok de lor. maybe for me lah. cause i have wonderful roommates. shiyuan is so fun to play with. ahe is super pretty de lor. especially when she takes photos showing her braces. haha. nat is super high at night and she kept fallin off the sofa. siying is cute. especially when she talks to us. iris keep wanting to eating instant noddles at night although she had already eaten alot for dinner. haha. the sad thing is that i fall sick on the second and third day. my head is spinning like crazy and i felt like vomiting. actually the tour guide ask me if i wanted to see doctor or go home de but i refuse to cause i don't want to miss out the fun for the camp and i continued to stay there. thanks everyone for cared for me. i'm so grateful. i must thank shiyuan especially. she accompanied me back to the room to rest when the rest of the school mates are in the ballroom watching videos. but the thing is i didn't get to rest cause the lights in our room are flickering and it's so scary. luckily mr chia was there if not i think i going to scream. haha. the lights are like flickering everywhere lor. and i can feel the spooky-ness of it. we waited outside the room for the technicians to fix the problem but they took so long that when everyone came back, we are still outside waiting. but we talked alot to mr chia lor. and he thinks that we are very pampered lor. and i admit that i am lah. ok i shall not post anymore. i wait for people to post then i continue on what happened there. i've actually realised that i still like him alot. more than what i've expected. something happened yesterday during the trip that made him very sad and i heard that he was feeling very lousy and after dinner, i actually started crying in the bus because of him. omg. i felt so foolish. i know that i still have so sort of funny feelings towards him but i didn't expect the feeling is so strong. i really think i'm always doing things that i'm not supposed to. how??? worst, i still know that he got a stead. )): Thursday, May 22, 2008
hey people. you should go to this website and read about the resort we are staying at. WATERCITY RESORT! it's horrible!!!http://sapperx.blogspot.com/2008_04_01_archive.html i'm so angry with someone from yesterday. the person is so pessimistic lah. the person told me that he's going for operation at the end of the year after exams and that he is mentally prepared even if anything is going to happen. i was like wtf? he is no longer the person i know from last time le. he is often so pessimistic now and writes that no one cares about him. please hor. if i care about you ok? do you know that what you told me yesterday really made me very sad? i don't want any bad things to happen to my friend ok? unless you don't count me as your friend lah. then i won't count you as one too. nothing is going to happen to you de ok? must have confidence in urself and the doctors operating on you mah. oh ya. he still told me that i can pay respect at his funeral if something happens. nothing is going to happen to you de. if something really happens, i think i will go crazy lor. i couldn't imagine my friends dying or what. the scene is just so... so huh. have confidence in urself can? ((: going overseas tomorrow. not really looking forward to it. but i still hope i will enjoy the trip. at least enjoy staying with my dearest room-mates(ShiYuan, Natalie, SiYing and Iris). so happy that i can stay with them. and i realised that my class is so ma fan. one person quarrel with another one then cannot be in the same room. 'daddy' the most pitiful de lah. have to endure with our terrible attitude. change the room allocations again and again. i really pity 'daddy' leh. but i know 'daddy' will still take good care of us in malaysia. ((: and we are having our 'eat with the family' day in malaysia with 'daddy'. haha. hope we will enjoy the trip bah. ((: Wednesday, May 21, 2008
OMG!!! the last episode for 变奏曲 is so unexpected. tianbao and feifei got together in the end. junjie and xiaorou also together. zhiling got her own brand for bread selling. and alot more that is so unexpected to me at least. however, the ending abit. i also don't know how to say. omg. alot of people are giving negative comments on the hotel we are staying. say the pool is very dirty. and got people got murdered there. it's so scary. now i don't want to go liao. i'm so scared that someone will murder me too. lol. so i went to their website and see. quite ok leh. they still got alot of nice facilities. FACILITIES & SERVICES Recreation Facilities The Melaka Watercity Resort will also feature specially crafted areas for feisty sports :- Go Karting Kayaking / Canoeing (Single Seat) Boat (Inflatables: Single/Double) Table Tennis Volleyball Basketball Netball Bicycle Futsal Mahjong set and Table Fishing Rod Bait (Cuttlefish) Foot Reflexology (30 Minutes) Swimming Pool Train Ride this is taken from their website. it seems very nice to me leh. but we are not allowed to play there bah? i also don't know. ((: hope the hotel wont turn out as bad as what the other people are saying bah. ((: and i realised that i'm so into 岁月风云 now. haha.i like watch the show everyday? haha. i've been slacking everyday after exams. ((: that explains why my results are so terrible. ((: daddy came back liao. so happy. haha. he reached home at 10 yesterday. ((: waited for him to come home. (: see i so good. haha. actually is because i want to watch show lah. but i still waited for him right? watching show is only the part reason. my main purpose is to wait for daddy to come home. ((: Monday, May 19, 2008
daddy when to 泡温泉 today. haha. should be a nice experience for him bah? haha. he haven call back today. ): so sad. want to hear him tell mummy his trip in taiwan. seem to nice. everyday eat at nice nice big big restaurants and stay in super good hotel with a 42 inch television. so good lor. if our malaysia trip also can stay in such a good hotel den i will be super looking forward to the trip but now i'm just like treating the malaysia trip as a holiday that i'm not really looking forward to it. ok lah. maybe abit cause it's the first time going overseas as a class. ((:Saturday, May 17, 2008
daddy took the flight to taiwan at 8.10 and landed at taiwan le at 1 plus. and i'm stating to miss him already. luckily he called home twice liao. and at least i know he's fine. hope he can enjoy himself there. with so many nice things to eat and see. and i miss taiwan. i miss all the nice foodstuff and the places i went to. i know daddy will sure enjoy himself there and bring back lots of precious memories. maybe the trip will not be as fun without me bah but still hope he can enjoy this trip with his colleagues and have a good rest there. ((: i miss daddy so much. ((: &hearts Friday, May 16, 2008
finally the weekends are here. extra one more day some more. so happy. i can sleep until 10 plus liao. haha. i'm so tired these few days that i always wanted to fall asleep during class. haiz. i also don't know why. maybe the quality of my sleep is not good bah. cause i sleep at 9 everyday and it is still not enough! wtf?! next time i shall sleep at 12 midnight cause my mind will be so tired that it doesn't dream and see if i still want to fall asleep during class not. if i still want to fall asleep then i think i siao liao. like what mr chia always call me. 'you siao arh?' 'don't be crazy lah.' haha. ((: Thursday, May 15, 2008
i shall not blog today. haha. cause i have better things to do now. blog later bah. ((:Wednesday, May 14, 2008
看看汪东城如何与抹布有对手戏。 超好笑的。he is acting like a sissy at the same time lor. it is like so wtf. but is very shuai lah. haha. (: Cultural Night - NCC Drums. Finale for the Cultural Night. it's so funny. ((: finally got time to upload into youtube le. haha. the thing like happen so long ago. maybe not many people remember liao. so must upload and let everyone recall what a great performance our FuHua NCC Drums put up. it is also the most interesting part of the whole concert lor. ((: anyway, side track abit. the photos below are taken when i went for a bbq with my cousins and her family. so much nice nice food to eat. yum :p        this is what i saw at somewhere near jurong spring community center. see how 新加坡 is written! don't tell me no one has even realised that?! Tuesday, May 13, 2008
my results are so horrible!!! don't even want to see them again if possible. as usual i failed my english paper 2 again. wtf? i fail by half a mark?! i only got 8 out of 25 for compre. and luckily i got 16.5 for summary. if not i will fail terribly. compo also just pass nia. sad. )): h.m.t.also badly done. both e and add. maths even worst. social studies also fail be half mark. bio still ok. the only i'm happy with is chem. that all.t think i'm just a failure who can't do a single thing right. must as well don't study anymore. ):或许你们会觉得我很叛逆吧？其实我也不像这样的。无论我做什么事，你们总是一再的否定我，我给我任何机会。就算我想解释，你们也不听。你们总认为我所作的一切都不对。只有我什么都听你们的，我才像是个人。我真受够了。难道我就没有我自己应有的权利吗？你们不听也算了，为什么要一再的否定我？我已经从那凡事都告诉你们的女孩变成了一个我自己一点也不想认识的人了。或许你们都没发现吧？就是因为我们之间少了那么一点的沟通吧。现在的我，只知道，如果我要倾诉，你们再也不是我最佳的选择了。把自己隐藏起来才是保护自己的最好方式吧？这也就是我保护自己不让自己受任何伤害的方式吧。或许你们都不会赞同，可是我已经受够了，我再也不想去向它了。因为里面只要令我伤心不已的回忆，从前那美好的回忆已被你们一点一滴的抹去了。 Friday, May 02, 2008
4 DAYS TO MID-YEAR!!! ARGH!!! I'M GETTING SO STRESS! I JUST WANT A BREAK! I SHALL ENJOY MYSELF TREMENDOUSLY DURING JUNE HOLIDAYS! HAHA. ANYWAY, ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR MID-YEAR! ((: u bloody idiot. so white got wad use. u tink u so white will have gays pouring to u ? dun be an idiot n tink so much lar whity idiot. might as well use ur skin cells be ur liquid paper.so white. mus be cus of nt enuf sunlight. i bet hor u go into sunlight also doesnt make any diff. cus u put so much moisturizer n suntan. n n n i din know tt skincare products got a new vitamin called vitamin G which makes u gay when used. it kinds makes sense to mii tt u are using such products upon knowing the fact tt u actually get rid of unwanted hair on ur body. kinda shameful, dun u tink. +++ u tink u veri clever meh. ok u may be veri clever. bt wad a arrogant attitude u hav. u tink de world is urs? i dun tink any gay in de world would wna u ar. PIG. above is part of a post from someone's blog. i find it very funny lor. how can you use ur skin cells to be liquid paper just become they are white? LoL. i know it is exaggerating but it is so diao lah. -__-''' haha. (((: |
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