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NEW MOON MOVIE!!!
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
omg!
new moon will only be out in singapore on the...
3 DECEMBER 2009!!!
still have to wait for another freaking 2 months!!!
i want to go malaysia to watch!
it will be released in malaysia on the 26 november!
and new moon is really really very nice!!!
watch the trailers already.
^.^
happy waiting for the movie!
>.<

EARTHQUAKE!!!
omg!
i feel like the ground is shaking below me!!!
i'm feeling so freaked out now!!!
never did i realised that i can get to experience it!!!
omg!
nice experience!
i thought is my headache making me hallucinate.
but my dad felt it too!
haha.
he thought is because he high blood pressure then make his head spin!
haha.
^.^
nice experience!
>.<

HAPPY WEDDING!!
Sunday, September 27, 2009
cousin's wedding today!
so happy for them!
^.^
wishing them...
白头偕老...
早生贵子...
and...
happy always...

p/s: don't know how to wish. haha.
just wish them happiness is enough bah?
:p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABRIEL!!!
HAHA!
HOPE YOU HAVE AN ENJOYABLE BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!
AND MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE!!!
:)
SMILE!!!
>.<

HIE!
Saturday, September 26, 2009
haha.
blogging at cousin's house.
going to have an early sleep today.
cause tomorrow is cousin's wedding.
have to wake up early.
so have to have beauty sleep soon.
if not,
tomorrow will not be pretty le.

anyway,
went to orchard today.
walked around ion orchard for 45 mins trying to find etude house.
the place is not even in ion orchard lah.
it's outside.
but the map say it's inside.
and we (hweechek, chyiyin, siying, amie and me) walked around ion orchard trying to look for the shop.
argh!
waste my time!
but when we went there,
they gave everyone a mask each.
haha.
worth walking around looking for it.
bought something there.
:)
haha.
and i got a file and a poster of lee min hao!
ain't you people jealous???
haha.
:p
shall take a photo of it and post here to let you guys see.
wait for my photos bah!
^.^

bye. >.<

isn't it nice??
Friday, September 25, 2009
isn't this room happens to be so so nice???
i'm going to have it!!
^.^

生日快乐!


小傑!
生日快乐!
23岁了!
兴奋吗?
哈哈!
要天天开心,
越来越帅,
越来越会好噢!
还有还有,
要继续创作更多好听的歌曲哦!
好期待你的下一个创作!
永远支持你!

^^


郭富城&張鈞甯影友會
must really watch this!
aaron kwok is so so so funny!!!
he keep acting cute and made everyone laugh like crazy.
i also laughed like mad when i was watching it.
:)
保证笑到喷饭哦!
^.^










ohno. school again?!
Thursday, September 24, 2009
school is officially starting tomorrow.
after the few weeks of prelims and sep holidays.
don't really feel like going back though.
horror is going to begin when school begins tomorrow.
still couldn't bring myself to accept that...
forget it.
shall not write anymore of this.
:)
and going to town with friends on saturday.
:)
hope can get something nice.
and i'm going to etude house to buy something!
i will buy something there!
^.^
can't wait for saturday to come!
>.< Love is just a series of lies.
Don't fall for someone unless they're willing to catch you.

GOODNIGHT!
haha.
finally i've decided to get some sleep.
shall continue whatever i'm doing tomorrow.
^.^
sweet dreams everyone!
>.<

HAHAHA!!
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
ah poh and me having a msn conversation now.
and the naughty me,
decided to screenshot some interesting part of the conversation.
have fun reading.
laugh till you drop!
and ah poh will be freaking out when she sees this post!
haha!
it will be super funny!
remember to read what we talk about!!!
it's really very very funny!!!
at least i find them very fun!
and you can see that the cool cool ah poh,
is actually ironing!!!!
want to know what is ironing???
tag me at my tagboard!
and i will reply shortly!
have fun!
^.^



溏心风暴
omg!
alfred's car just flip!!!
omg!!!
so sad!!!
alfred's dying soon...
:(
so sad when i see this scene...
although i watched it for don't know how many times le,
but whenever i see this scene,
and,
the scene after that(he called 常在心 to tell her about the case)
tears will always start to swell in my eyes.
:(
going to cry le lah.
love him so so so much!
so 痴情...

为什么说“买东西” ?
~~買東西,為什麼不說買南北~~


南宋理學大家朱熹
在未出仕前,家鄉有叫盛溫和的好友,此人亦是博學多才的人,一天兩人相遇於巷子
內,盛手中拿著一個竹籃子,朱熹問他:「你去那裡?」

盛回答說:「我要去買點東西。」

朱熹是以窮理致知研究學問的人,他聽盛的話,很好奇,隨即問道:「你說買東西,

為什麼不說買南北呢?」

盛溫和反問朱熹:「你知什麼是五行嗎?」

朱熹答:「我當然知道,不就是金、木、水、火、土嗎?」

盛說:「不錯,你知道了就好辦,現在我說給

你聽,東方屬木,西方屬金,南方屬火,北方屬水,中間屬土。我的籃子是竹做
的,盛火會燒掉,裝水會漏光,只能裝木和金,更不會盛土,所以叫買東西,不說買
南北呀。」


朱熹聽後唉了一聲說:「原來是這樣!」

haha. ^.^
my Secret has been revealed to the one that i love,
has yours?
sometimes we all need that extra boost to get us to where we want,
and to get the person that we really want.
it's completely fine to be greedy,
but only to the person that you love.

Love is something that nobody can explain.
it happens when it happens,
just like when i got my first glimpse of you.
You stood out over the people.
You were the one that makes my morning shine,
even if it is raining.
You were the one that makes my night full.
You were the one that allows me to be myself.
You are the one that i want.
The one that i would only want to be with for the rest of my life.
Compromise and the meaning of love can only be defined between the both of us.

YAY!!!
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
PRELIMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!
i'm so happy that prelims are FINALLY over!!!
i've waited for this day for don't know how many thousands year!
haha.
so happy now!
finally has the time to surf the net!
^.^
and watch lots of videos!
:)
haha!
the next thing to wait for is 'o' levels to be over!
and i will be totally free from school for the next 2 months!
YES!!!
can't wait for the day to come.
:)

生日快乐!
Saturday, September 19, 2009
鲔鱼!
生日快了!
希望你能天天开心哦!
还有,
要越来越好噢!
要加油!
粉丝都会支持你的!

^^

蝴蝶姊姊慶生會
Friday, September 18, 2009
蝴蝶姐姐!
生日快乐哦!
要天天开心!
还有,
蝴蝶蝴蝶生ㄉ真美麗收视长红!
还有还有,
越变越美丽哦!





Super Junior M - Super Girl
they sounded funny but it's nice.
(:

My Birthday Presents! <3
thanks all those who gave me presents on birthday!
love them so much! <3













chemistry paper
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
AHHH!!!
today's chem paper is totally a HORROR!!!!!
never ever did i thought that i will be 冒-ing 冷汗 during the paper.
omg!
i think i'm totally dead after today's paper!!!
it's damn damn difficult lor.
i practically don't know how to do the whole paper.
:(
die liao die liao die liao...

棒棒堂•亟欲成長的心


六張年輕的臉孔,看起來隨意、帶點孩子氣的任性,加起來是一堆棕髮的人氣偶像。一堆,就是那種第一次看就會覺得挺帥但難分得清誰是誰的一堆。話題打開以後,我發覺他們並沒有混作一堆,而是根根分明的「六棒」。二十出頭的他們,有本錢將任性握緊手裡。但他們想抓住的不只是偶像的頭銜,而是別人對他們努力的肯定。


我們肚子有料


六個人圍著我傾身向前,專注的看著我,好像急不及待的想聽我的問題,比我還好奇的樣子,令我有點意外。


和電視節目裡一樣,他們很愛搞笑,也顧不得要維持帥哥的風雅。訪問一開始,他們已在開玩笑了。我問他們一起住的情況,聊起這個話題六張嘴都很起勁。


「我們家裡除了有點亂之外,其他的都挺好。」阿緯說。「因為關於表演的事情我們都會在家裡開會,晚上也會在客廳一起聊天。」


「而且想要打麻將的時候很方便,從房間叫出來就夠人了。」威廉說,引得大家一陣笑。


一起住這種做法很常見,而我在他們當中看到的,不單是接受公司安排,而且是因為他們都彼此需要。從開始常常吵架到互相了解包容,他們明白到棒棒堂的成功是六個人一起才做得到的。表面上看來棒棒堂就是那種靠外表走紅的偶像團體,如男裝花瓶般,有人愛也有人不屑。我看到的是,外表是他們的本錢,而在通往目標的路上,他們謙虛也努力地證明自己。「就是想要告訴大家,我們肚子有料。」小傑說。


當藝人最辛苦的莫過於要兼顧學業,六子卻沒有讓學業跟事業成為負擔。他們說,正因為邊唸書邊工作很累,唸書的時候會更珍惜當普通學生的時間,工作的時候會更提醒自己在演出時不能鬆懈。他們自己編舞、作曲填詞、主持節目,對於他們需要投入的內容都很有共識,決心不去當別人眼中「光靠外表的偶像」。


「我們的肚子裡是有料的。」小傑重申。




珍惜六倍的力量


駐足了三年的「模范棒棒堂」結束了,他們覺得傷感之外,卻沒有要挽留節目的意思。三年前還很嫩的棒棒堂,今天已成長不少,是時候把一個結束看作新的起點,「離家去闖一下」了。談到這個節目,他們都說那是他們的家,是棒棒堂組成的契機,但同時竟令他們的路比一般歌手更難走,我覺得很意外。小煜解釋道:「因為我們本來也是普通人,在節目裡被訓練起來的時候,就曾被那些本身和我們條件差不多的人瞧不起,甚至『看扁』我們,認定我們不會有甚麼作為。」對於這狀況他們坦言壓力很大,要應付惟有團結一致,努力做好自己。「不過這也有好處的,」王子補充道,「因為大家私底下的性格都呈現在節目上,被觀眾了解後,就容易累積到支持者。」


雖然遭到別人眼紅,但也因為自然流露的性格而受到喜愛,結果棒棒堂組成出道的時候,支持和反對的聲音同樣的大,這也造就了今天的棒棒堂不斷參與製作的巨大動力,要讓更多觀眾看到他們的實力。他們沒有把今天的人氣看做理所當然,而是遠遠的不夠。


問到他們有甚麼目標時,敖犬說:「我們的目標是SMAP!我們想在團體和個別發展都做到那麼出色。」專輯的製作、演唱會的準備,他們想做更多去讓自己成長,得到更多的認同。大部分藝人都會有這樣的心,若六個人在一起,是否就能將這決心加乘六倍?還是更多?


年輕偶像總令人又愛又恨。愛他們的魅力,恨他們的名利雙收。有否想過,自己在二十出頭時在做甚麼?


棒棒堂放棄了雙十年華所能浪費的青春,選擇了另一種生活,另一個開始。

E. Geog prelims
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
today...
e. geog prelims...
hmmm...
i think i should be doing quite badly.
:(
don't know why but i just can't seem to remember every fact.
:(
that's so sad.
haiz...
worker hard bah.
:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEISIN!!!
PEISIN!!!
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY!!!
生日快乐!
希望你的愿望都能一一实现哦!
哈哈!
还有还有,
一定要好好的庆祝一番哦!
因为一年就只有那么一次的生日
当然不能不庆祝咯!

^^

永远爱你,
秀! <3

lollipop concert merchandises
Monday, September 14, 2009
argh!
i want their concert merchandises so badly.
how i wish there's someone who can start a preorder to order their concert merchandises!
if not i have to wait for another 1000 years before i can buy!
'cause they are not coming to singapore for their concert in the near future!
maybe have to wait until next year end or the start of 2011!
that's like 1 year?!
:(
i'm so so so jealous of those fans staying in hongkong,
or those who have the ability to fly to hongkong for their first stop!
want to cry liao lah.
*crys*

and...
i haerd a super funny 'joke' today.
cannot really consider it as a joke.
but it's very funny for me!
peisin told me that 威廉's sister look like 小煜!
omg!
she totally mixed up 威廉 & 小煜!!!
how can she even mix the both of them up???
小煜 rocker leh!
威廉 belongs to the more cute cute 呆呆 one.
and they LOOK TOTALLY DIFFERENT!!!
regardless of looks, personality or what.
they are totally different!!!
haha.
and peisin can mix them up!!!
the funny thing is she tells me that she only remember 王子, 敖犬 & 小煜!!!
she's really a funny girl!!!
maybe because she's turning 16 tomorrow???

鄭元暢 ft. 林志玲 - 暢一首歌MV
i didnt know that 鄭元暢 can dance!
he must have practiced very hard.
:)
and 林志玲 looks pretty cool when she's dancing!
haha.
another side of her.
^.^

prelims
argh!
a maths paper today was a horror!!!
omg.
i think i'm going to do badly AGAIN.
help!!!
who can help me with a maths???
grrr...

廖問之越V風雲




sims 3
Saturday, September 12, 2009
i want the latest sims 3!!!
it's so so fun!!!
but it's like so so expensive also.
got sims 1, sims 2 already.
so now have to get sims 3 to have the complete set!
and sims 3 is really different from the two previous ones.
more fun!
haha.
and the houses are nicer.
way way nicer.
hope can ask mummy to get one for me.
:p

Lollipop 棒棒堂
說說 MV


夏日恋爱Summer Love MV


豬哥會社 - 小煜小傑威廉阿緯敖犬 - 舞動夏日青春
they are so funny.
want to make fun of 猪哥亮.
haha.
(:

Friday, September 11, 2009
ohhh...
i've baked muffins just now!
so yummy!
haha.
got blueberry, raspberry and corn.
:)
didn't know that i can bake to well.
haha.
^.^
shall bake for my friends next time.
:)
and they will love me more and more.
haha.
:p

20090730 娛樂百分百 羅志祥百分百慶生會
Thursday, September 10, 2009
didn't watch it the other time.
so decided to watch.
same day as me leh.
so happy.
^.^





QUIZ
1. Are you single or attached ?
Answer: single! :D

2.Do you have a person you like ?
Answer: hmmm... maybe??

3. What is the name of the person that you're in love with ?
Answer: ... shall not answer, (:

4. If the person you love and your mum dropped into the sea,who will you save ?
Answer: of course is my mum luh. bf sure know how to swim de. (:

5. Have you ever hugged someone before ?
Answer: duh. -_-

6. Do you love your parents ?
Answer: what do you think? of course is YES!!!

7.Will you hug the one you love ?
Answer: asking the obvious. -_-

8. Are you willing to do anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend ?
Answer: probably bah??

.9. Are you jealous now ?
Answer:YES!!! very jealous in fact!

10. Who is the last person that messaged you ?
Answer: KAT!

11. Who is your clique ?
Answer: lots of people... chyiyin, siying, iris, peisin, pohyin, hweehien,... so many more...

12. Do you want babies in future ?
Answer: probably. i love kids! :D

13. Do you prefer Macdonald, KFC, Long John Sliver, Burger King or coffee shop ?
Answer: pepper lunch in fact. :D long john silver may be a good choice too!

14. Do you sniff glue ?
Answer: i'm not a drug addict!

15. Do you smoke ?
Answer: eew! i hate people who smoke!

16. If your boyfriend/girlfriend is a 2-timer,what will you do ?
Answer: say bye bye.

17. Which CCA are you in now ?
Answer: stepped down already. so i supposed i'm in no cca?

18. If you're rich, what will you do ?
Answer: haha! go overseas luh! my wish!

19. If the one you're in love with, held your hand, what will you do ?
Answer: look at him and smile!

20. If the one you love, reject you, what will you do ?
Answer: what should i do??? sometimes being friends are better than being lovers. (:

.21. What is your favourite cartoon character/s ?
Answers: ooohhh. HELLO KITTY!!!

22. Friendship or Love ?
Answer: FRIENDSHIP!! only friendship is forever.:p

23. Cookie monster or Elmo ?
Answer: i prefer hello kitty!

24. do you use laptop or computer ?
Answer: both?

25. Do you like lollipop ?
Answer: YES!!!

26. Do you have a diary ?
Answer: yup. :D i love writing in diaries!

27. There's an admirer of yours and he won't die heart, what will you do ?
Answer: hmmm. still be friends with him bah? just that i will keep a distance?

28. If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what will you do ?
Answer: if bf always say that he wanted to break, then what for keep him?

29. Are you blur ?
Answer: at times!

30. If you can have your hair dyed, what colour do you want it to be ?
Answer: prefer to highlight instead. (:

31.Who is the last person you chatted in your MSN ?
Answer: KAT!

32. How many boys/girls have you beaten before ?
Answer: 1? 2? 3? 4? 10? not sure... :p

33. If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore, what will you do ?
Answer:of course is break up luh. what for keep him by your side if you know that his heart is not with you?

34. What school are you in ?
Answer: Fuhua. ):

他和她的音乐故事——交换日记

偶像剧总爱在最关键的时刻播完那一集,告诉我们:下集待续。
我们俩的爱情,会有下集吗?
永远记得,那天妳忍痛的说分手,那泪流满面的脸孔,看得我很心疼。但我们知道,自己斗不过命运。所以,只能选择放手……
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国中时期的我,在学校算是数一数二的风云人物。由我领军的摇滚乐团,永远在比赛中夺冠,为校争光。但是,对这些名利我都不屑,我和团友只想完成我们的梦想,站上国际舞台,让全世界都认同我们的音乐。
今天的我们和往常一样,在练团室集合,准备把练团室的屋顶给掀了。在我们练完第一首歌时,门边突然传来了掌声:“好酷喔! 你们是新的乐团吗?真的好棒!”
平常的我,只要有人闯进我和兄弟们的秘密基地,一定会发火。可是面对这位懂我们音乐的女生,我火爆的脾气完全没发作。更奇怪的是,我还邀她留下来看我们练团。
渐渐的,我发现,她不只懂我们的音乐,她还很懂我。虽然我不爱用言语来表达想法,但我随便、不经意的一个小动作,她就知道我想什么、要什么。之後,她自告奋勇的成为我们乐团的经纪人,为我们寻找更多演出的机会。身为团长的我,跟她相处的机会较多,慢慢的,我们擦出了爱的火花。
她心思细腻,很小女人。让她为我安排一切我很放心,能专心的练团和兼顾学业。我们兴趣相同,很多话题能聊,约会永远都不会尴尬。对我而言,她既是经纪人也是朋友和恋人。除了梦想,唯独她最重要。
交往一个月後,她送了我一本日记。她说,那是为了记忆我们之间的点滴。我们俩各有一本。每一个星期,我们都会交换日记,看看彼此的心情,看看自己在彼此眼里的样子。原本还觉得无聊,随便写写来哄她。但第一次和她交换日记後,我才发现我错了。
日记,是让我们写出不敢面对对方说的话。她知道我不善於表达,以我的个性,不可能会对她说些肉麻的话。之後的文章,我都用心写着每一字、一句。想让她多了解我,告诉她,我有多麽的爱她。
好景永远都不长。我们的恋情,被她的父母发现了。这时的我才发现,我对她的背景一点也不了解。她来自一个非常富裕的家庭,她的父母看不起我这种穷人,觉得我高攀了她。
我们之间的阻碍慢慢的出现了。她被父母锁在家里,电话也被没收。我们的联系,断了。而我,因为她的家长给学校施压,要成绩在及格边缘的我,考到科科80分以上,不然就得被迫退学。也因为她们家,乐团所有的演出遭到取消。现在的我,真的什么都没了。只能先顾好学业,拼命的努力学习,希望这样能让她的父母看见我的诚意。
一个月後,我收到了她的简讯:煜,我们在秘密基地见。记得带日记。
那时的我,燃起了希望,觉得幸福又要回来了。但,我得到的解答却不是如此。
终於看见许久不见的她,我们俩互相拥吻了很久很久。彼此的甜蜜,似乎就在旁幕上播映着。慢慢的,我感觉到眼泪从她的眼角滑落。我轻轻的在她耳边问:怎么了?
她没说,只是哭着把我手上的日记和她自己的交换。然後擦乾眼泪,苦笑的对我说:煜,我们分手吧。我不想让你再受到伤害。
我不知所措,只能呆呆的站在那儿,消化这则讯息,眼睁睁的看着她的泪继续流。
她上前吻了我最後一次,在我耳边说:我爱你。之後,她哭着跑出了练团室。看着她离去的背影,我崩溃的放声大哭。我的心,完全不想明白她为什麽要提分手。
看着她黏在日记上的贴纸,告诉我:读完你就会明白了……
原来,她的父母威胁她,她怕我受伤害所以才选择放手。她真的很傻,但我就喜欢她那为人着想的傻。既然这是她要的,我会尊重她的意思,把对她的爱深深埋在心里。
********
现在的我,看着桌上那本泛黄的日记。回忆一幕幕的在脑里播放着。永远记得第一页,是我们俩写下幸福的地方,约定要陪伴彼此到永远。她所在日记里写的一字一句,我全都谨记在心。彷佛,就像是我们两个在交谈,互相分享心得。
我的乐团已经被一间有名的经纪公司签下了。为了她,我努力的完成我们的梦想,希望不知在何处的她能看见。
不知没有我陪伴的她过得好吗?但是我很想告诉她: 没有妳的世界,我不懂快乐有多容易!在这少了妳的交换日记,只剩我孤单在结局……

文:李秋榕(学生记者)

他和她的音乐故事——说说
好後悔,当时的自己,怎麽那麽冲动?
洁离开了,剩下的只有我们俩的回忆……
**********
初恋,是我第一次知道爱是什麽感觉。
那时的我,因为搬家而转学到《樱仁国中》。上学的第一天就被洁整了,她笑着说,那是全班给我的“见面礼”。当时虽然气得快爆炸了,但她那天不怕地不怕又古灵精怪的性格让我留下深刻的印象。
我越冷漠,她越爱闹我。很奇怪,她总是知道我在想什麽,总是不经意的引起我的注意。慢慢的,我发现,我的视线,离不开她。她和别的男生走得太近时,我心里总是酸酸的。这是爱吗?
不管是不是,我的心告诉我,只要错过,我一定会後悔。所以,我向洁告白了。原来,她做了那麽多,就是想引起我的注意,让我知道她是喜欢我的。永远忘不了,我向她提出交往时,她脸上的喜悦和那开心的泪水。她那可爱的样子,让我发誓,要永远呵护她,不再让她哭。
和她交往,让我尝到前所未有的甜蜜。在班上,我们总是互传纸条,讨论下课後要到哪儿去。最期待的永远是下课的钟声。下课後,我们才能短暂的拥有属於我们的二人世界。依然记得,她最爱在我们经过操场时,把在操场的麻雀全赶走。时候,还笑着告诉我:“好好玩!现在,操场是属於我们的了。呵呵。”那时的她,好活泼。我好爱好爱她那富有感染力的笑容。
傍晚时分,因为大家都得顾好学业,便必须暂时“分开”。永远记得,在她家门口道别时,夕阳倒映着她的脸,衬托着她的美。那一刻,我们是多麽不想松开手,让对方离开。
有时候,太甜蜜的互动,让我们忘了,彼此的极限到底是什麽。那天的我,因为家里出了一些事情,心情很不好。她又在那儿烦着我,要求我带她到游乐场去。这导致我们之间出现了一些不愉快。气头上的我,说了很多伤害她的话。我,骂了她。说她是个爱慕虚荣的女人,说她不懂得体贴我、说她刁蛮任性。她泪流满面,擦乾了泪水便说:“翊,我们分手吧。”
冷冷的一句话,狠狠的把我打醒了。看着她脆弱的身子,湿湿的脸庞转身离去。我的心,不自觉的隐隐作痛。尽管我的脑里传来一把声音要我去追她,我的脚却不听使唤的站在原地,无法动弹。
原本想整理好情绪,隔天再好好的向她道歉。但,好像太迟了。原本以为,只要坚持再加上诚意,便能打动洁,可是我大错特错。我真的伤了洁的心。她的父母怎麽都不让我见她。才过了两天,他们便搬走了。不管我怎麽问,也不知道她去了哪儿。
我慌了,找不到洁,我真的慌了。不知到哪里才能找得到她,也不知从何找起。悲痛的情绪不知如何形容。我真的很後悔了,真的後悔了,我不要洁离开!

五年过去了……,现在的我要大学毕业了,仍没有洁的讯息。我真的真的好想她。我真的放不下她。回想起和她的过往,坐在钢琴前,脑海里突然浮现出一些旋律。慢慢的我按下钢琴的白键,把整首曲子给弹了出来。这,应该算是一种思念她的方式吧。经过几次的修改,我把曲子填上五线谱。想着与洁的点点滴滴,我把词,一字一字的写上……

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下课钟声回荡耳边 沉没夕阳倒映我脸
互传纸条的那画面 消失斑斓光线
秋天气息感染树叶 泛黄照片还放桌前
操场上的那些麻雀 随枫叶纷飞

我们曾经说好的幸福永远 一直藏在书包的拉链
多麽希望回到那年 我们写的诗篇

好想听你说说爱我 好像听你说说想我
这些年你有没有 曾经想起过我
好像想你说说爱你 好想对你说说想你
这些年你知不知 我超想念着你 想念着你
**********


洁,这些年,你过得好吗?
我好想再对你说……
我爱你。

文:李秋榕(学生记者)

my favourite paragraph
"To tell you the truth, my emotions are like a mirror, that separates us. When you left me, the mirror began to slowly break one by one. Crevices could be seen on the mirror as it broke. Every single time, when I told you that I like you, you indirectly stabbed at my heart. Yet, you still didn't realize how much pain you've caused me. It had been very pitiful, my existence, for all you cared; had not been important at all. Because my everything is nothing more than a mirror, your one and only friend you've ever had. You would never ever know about my emotions, nor how I'd feel!"

"If I felt pain, I wouldn't show it. When nobody was around, I'd slowly reveal my sorrow. There were times, where I'd cried until I couldn't shed anymore tears, eyes were red. When you guys became a couple, I couldn't sleep. Every time I wake up, I'd have a nightmare. All of them were about you. What can't I give up on you and forget about you?"

"I stared at the mirror, my reflection seemed to be corrupting. My body slowly shattered to pieces, crevices could be seen all over. Crevices reflected my pain. When time goes by, they slowly grow larger, one by one. Quickly turning into an empty wound, where it can't be filled in with love. The healthy glow on my skin seemed to have vanished too."

the above paragraphs just seem to touch me.
:)
it makes me think of alot of things.
:)

THANKS DARLING!
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
haha.
thanks darling for the wonderful present!
i love it lurh.
don't worry.
i thought what you going to give.
gave me a fright when i saw your msg that day.
tell me straight next time lurh.
haha.
when i open the present,
i was like 'wow'.
and i saw his face!
haha.
and i almost jumped up in excitement.
haha!
you know i love him so much.
and trust you to keep me in suspense for so long...
argh!
going to kill you when i see you next time!
:p
haha.
anyway,
thanks for the present.
next time show you okays.
:)
love it so much lurh!!!
^.^
thanks anyway.
^.^

argh!
i seriously think of changing blog host.
blogger is really...
the toolbar is like gone for £$%^&*(.
how many days.
and it's still not back yet.
argh!
the only time where the toolbar is back is probably midnight bah?
:(
and the box to write the post is getting smaller too!
argh!
irritating blogger!

anyway,
today is 090909!!!
haha!
nice numbers!
9 is my favourite number!
^.^

06 Sep 2009
Sunday, September 06, 2009
went to the army open house today.
had fun walking around to see all those tankers.
and i saw so many handsome army guys!!!
haha.
(:
they brighten my day.
actually want to go at 11 plus de,
then it started raining.
so daddy decided to go imm walk walk first.
then at about 2 plus,
we went to the army open house.
alot of people there.
walked here and there for an hour plus.
then went to watch the urban operation.
damn nice lor.
but abit funny also.
(:
after about 4,
went home to change,
and proceed to play badminton at nanyang cc.
fun!
cousin baked chocolate muffin for us.
wah.
it's SUPER NICE!!!
there's chocolate nugget inside.
YUM!!!
I LOVE CHOCOLATE!!!
^.^
went home to bathe before going out again for dinner.
(:
anyway,
had fun today.
(:
can relax abit during exams is a good thing.
too stress trying to study everyday le.
(:

Yeah!
Saturday, September 05, 2009
yeah!
soff is released in japan today!
so happy.
hope i can get the book soon!!!
can't wait to flip through the book.
but i think the photobook is going to cost like...
haha.
i shall not write out.
so as not to scare people.
:)
haha.

anyway,
there's this person who impersonate mr yeo,
and told the whole class to go back to school for chem lesson.
the person really nothing better to do lor.
find something to do lah.
waste time doing this type of thing.
funny meh?
i don't think so.
i think it's very lame and rude.
the person really went overboard le.
our class people may be good to be with,
but don't try to make us angry,
or,
you will regret.
:)
hope the person can own up himself or herself.

SOFF


Lollipop紅磡傳奇 & 音樂傳奇 & 不朽傳奇
Friday, September 04, 2009















娱乐百分百 - 超克7 CHOC7





NEW MOON Trailer 2

e maths paper 2
Thursday, September 03, 2009
argh!
e maths paper 2 today.
got to redraw my graph due to some error in the question.
make me to pissed off lah.
i spent a long time drawing and i still have to redraw.
not that the graph cannot be drawn lor.
also don't know why need to change.
if didn't change,
the curve will be easier to join up lah.
:(
anyway,
i didn't do one part of one question.
don't really have time to do.
cause the front part took me alot of time to do.
:(
2 marks gone...
:(


anyway,
tmr don't have to go school.
so happy.
:)
it's good to take geog elect.
got more time to study.
:p
haha.
^^
but there's chem remedial next monday.
argh!
from 8 to 10!
so sian.
i want my sleep!!!


i'm watching the last two episode of mfbbt now.
cried when i was listening to what the 底迪 said.
so sad lor.
couldn't ner to part with the show.
and all the other 底迪 came back.
:(
it's just so sad.
just like what i'm feeling now...

BOF Photobook trailer
Wednesday, September 02, 2009

模范棒棒堂
重回堂主的第一次






范范私密好友來爆料





再见了模范棒棒堂...(成长史)

i was watching this video made by someone,
and i started crying.
and i realised that the last two episodes of mfbbt i haven't watch.
i'm so scared that i will cry while watching.
:(
argh!
why must they end this?

e maths paper 1 was pretty easy.
(:
hopefully can score well.
(:
haha.



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